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Memories

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People sneak under your skin and into your head. They can lie there undisturbed for weeks and months and come out when stimulus arrives. Like the omelettes I made, your jackets, or your homemade beer. And you remember how much you loved them, and you want…

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Changing

This is the first moment I’ve had to myself in weeks. I’ve been either around Logan or his roommates at the apartment or around my coworkers at work, or in the case of going home, on Skype with Logan. This feels like the first moment where no one is…

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It’s been one month.

It’s been a month since we started dating. It’s been months since I first had feelings for you, and for all those months up until a month ago, I fought with those feelings, not really sure what exactly they were, just knowing I cared about you. And then I…

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Dating Your Best Friend

Starting a new relationship with a stranger is hard. Starting a relationship with your best friend is harder. It’s something I don’t advise people to do because it’s so risky. Rarely does it actually work, and I am not even sure if ours will. But…

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The Crazy Thing

There are certain things we, beyond all logic, do. It’s like our hearts are already in the process of doing it while our minds are just now realizing what happening. I can’t help but go spend the night with the guy even though I know I’ll spend the next…

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Wishes

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People make wishes everyday. When they pray. When they blow out birthday candles. When they see a meteor pass Earth pretending it’s a shooting star. I make wishes everyday, or I attempt to, when the clock strikes 11:11 a.m. It’s a stupid little high…

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The People Who Hold Onto Our Hearts

“There are people in our lives whom we love, and love, and unfailingly long for. They orbit our hearts like Halley’s Comet, crossing into our universe only once, or if we are lucky, twice in a lifetime.” – Jamie Ford

“There are some people in this world…

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My Lack of Pop Culture Knowledge

I really love trivia, but as sad as I am to admit it, I am terrible at it. Especially bar trivia. Not only do I not keep up with college sports, national sports, but I know nothing about classic Pop Culture. I’ve probably only seen one movie mentioned out…

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I was right about you.

I was right about you. Not that it matters to you or not, but I was right about you. I never wanted to date you forever. I didn’t think we could ever have a happy ever after. It’s weird to like someone so much and think that it wouldn’t last, but still…

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Someone Loyal

I didn’t post on Wednesday. I’ve been really bad about not writing something the night before, but it’s been busy. School just ended, and well, I’ve been in a pretty weird spot since my post the weekend of the 27th.  Something happened that I am still…

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